Their world is toxic to me

Their world is toxic to me
They live their lives attacking the innocent
Anger and hate fuel their words
I'm arguing again
I can't live in their world it brings me pain
In my mind they insult people I meet
Nothing is ever good enough
I am not good enough
They're wrong
Their world is painful to me
Just stay with goodness and mercy
Stay with God
Don't let them bring you into their world
Their world is toxic to me

The Tsunami

The Tsunami has enveloped me again
I hear myself spewing hate
Speaking with my tormentors
They are happy, I am in pain again
The tsunami of fears, doubt and hate
How can we be free?
Can we let their voices be the wind instead of the tsunami?
Can it flow past us rather than drown us?
Ask God to help you to ignore the taunts
Ask God to help you not to hate
Ask God to help you to rise above the pettiness
The wind is blowing

Just thought I should tell you

because I didn't want you to tell me that I didn't share
I have important information
I believe life's purpose is to get back to God
Satan exists and they try to lead us and others away from God
By sin, by hate, by hurting us, by trying to get us to surrender to them, and by any other means
God is real!  When satan's angels come against you, please ask God to help you
And keep asking God to help you until you see your way!
God offers life!
You have to stop sinning and you have to help others less fortunate
You can ask Him to help with that too!

I am not confused anymore

They come in great numbers
Confusion abounds
They have abusive angels and followers
They have angels that appear to comfort and appear to speak the truth
It is all designed to drive you to a preordained angel of Satan
Choose God!  Choose Jesus!
I am not confused anymore.

I'm counting my blessings

I have a loving husband
I have a family who loves me
Friends who put up with me
dogs and cats that I adore
I have my health and enjoy exercise
I have a great job with lots of freedom
I travel for pleasure frequently
I have a fantastic home that my husband and I built
I have learned so much about God and Satan
I still don't hate, I am calm under stress
So what am I complaining about?
I've been struggling with Satan for 11 years
The struggle is constant
They talk to me, they talk through me,
They threaten my friends, family, and pets
They are against me 24/7
But I'm still standing.  God is by my side.
I really don't have that much to complain about
But I still do
so I'm counting my blessings!

I am so tired

I am so tired
I've been struggling with Satan for 11 years
They talk to me, they talk through me, they're in my dreams
They put me to sleep
They dictate what I can and cannot do
They verbally and physically assault me
They want me to surrender to them
To hurt others or to be hurt myself
I'm lucky, this is not an acceptable option
Jesus is standing with me
It's hard
I struggle almost everyday
What other choice do we have?
Freedom is worth it!
Please, please don't surrender to Satan!

I am not Prejudiced

Satan are calling people names through me
Attacking people hurtfully
They want to isolate us
They want to make us vulnerable
Keep your family and friends close
We have to put up with their imperfections if we want them to put up with us!
Do not try to fight this on your own
Ask God to help.

Break the Cycle of Hurt

Ask God to help you with anger
Anger leads to hate
Ask God to help you not to hate
Hate leads you to hurting others
Ask God to help you to not hurt others
Hurting others leads them to hurting you
Break the cycle of hurt!

Never

We live in the garden of good and evil
Our purpose is to get back to God
Satan wants to lead us and others away from God
The fight is real
NEVER give up, It's NEVER too late, they'll keep dragging you down
Leading you to do more and more evil
They'll NEVER quit even when you do
Please ask Jesus to help you!
NEVER give up on God.  He'll NEVER give up on YOU!

A crown of Thorns

I wear a crown of thorns
I try to smile so no one knows
People laughing and happily oblivious
They don't hear the voices that hold me

I wear a crown of thorns
But it's as natural as breathing
Angels communing with me
But unfortunately they are evil
I enjoy the intimacy
but not their actions

I wear a crown of thorns
They won't let me go
Once this door opens
Why would you want it to close
Just know that a greater world exists than when you were innocent
There's no turning back
Angels both good and evil exist
We just need to find our place
Ask God to help you

The Water of Life is With Us

We are surrounded by the fire of Satan

But the Water of Life is with us

When we are suffering trials

We just have to ask Jesus for help

I wish people would know what I know

Satan brings tribulations

Some people hear voices, some suffer cancer or other illnesses

Some people suffer bullying or depression or loss of a loved one

and God tries to bring good from evil

You can research all your lives

But eventually you'll have to take the leap of faith

Just give him a chance!

What do you have to lose by trying?

It's a whole new world

Having difficulty
Now I know God is real
It's a whole new world

God has always been there for me
He will be there for you
In times of trouble or in times of joy

Will you choose Jesus?
Freedom is worth the struggle
It's been 11 years and I'm still struggling
Believe in yourself and believe in God
Don't believe in those that say it can't be done

Satan's Angels 2

They must have so much anger
So much hate
They torment people and animals
For their pleasure and our pain
And God's pain
They lead people to hate like them
continuing the cycle
Why do they hate us?
What have we done?
Is this what you want to propagate?
Stop the cycle of hate
Try to resist them
Just say no!

You try to save Yourself

You try to save yourself
But you end up delivering yourself
It's what you do that matters
Who is your father in heaven
Who do you serve
You give them a finger
They take a hand
Be careful making a deal with Satan
They'll want you to deliver your family
You don't know what you do
Keep asking God to help!

Things I hate about Satan

Bullies
Suffering for family and pets
Wasted time, lots of wasted time
Talking through me
Saying things that I don't think
So others hate me
Trying to get me to hate
because others are blessed
Blocking love
Leading me to lead others to sin

These are some of the things I hate about Satan

They want to control us
They want to tell us what to do
They will lead you and others away from God
You don't know what you do
It's what you do that matters
It determines your destiny
Don't do evil

Things are so bad

Things are so bad
I considered surrendering to Satan
People being called monkey or ugly
I tried to ignore the taunts and act normally
but others react to the insults
Others are chasing me for a sex slave
How can I make it?
Keep asking God to help
They'll get you fired, alienate your family, deliver your pets and children into suffering
I'm trying to be a normal person
God's been helping but it's just too hard
We'd have to be hermits not to be hurt by them
Try to stay with God as best you can
Try not to hurt others for Satan's gain
Once you surrender it will be harder to resist them
Don't do evil, stay with God!

Satan's Angels

I see a man in a window calling for help

I decide to help, then turn away

Now they are following me

I move to another country, new voices following me

Do I enjoy being watched? 

The voices reach a fever pitch

I’m repenting, crying, lost in conversation

Decide to ask God for help

Get baptized

Periods of euphoria, mania

The voices continue

Choose one

Moon River and me

I talk about God to everyone

Different satan’s angels are with me, different lives for me

Wait for the main event

Jesse shows herself to me

Words come from my mouth,  I know that it’s not me

Purple, Orange and Red judging me

Hate surrounds me

Doubting God

The talking continues

New people following me

Satan’s angels threaten me, my family and my pets

Choose one

I choose Jesus

Will you choose God or will you surrender to Satan

We would all surrender for our loved ones.  Don’t!

Will you work for Satan to save yourself?

God is good, satan are evil

Will you choose your eternity angel?

The voices are real.  The choice is clear.

Choose God!

Ode to Satan

You remind me of the past

The things I’ve done wrong haunt me

Tell me again that I can’t do something I want

Give me reasons that I’ll believe

Should I hesitate once again when I can act

You laugh when we choose money over our conscience

When we turn our backs instead of doing good

Am I listening to you when I continually make the same mistakes

When  I say the wrong things

You lead me to addiction

You lead me to pain

When I spend time with you I am ignoring the world

You’ve held me down and now it’s time to choose

I choose Jesus.

I’m still struggling with Satan.  Freedom is worth the struggle.

Thank you Satan for showing me who you are!

Angels of darkness masquerade as angels of light

Angels of darkness

Masquerade as angels of light

Sometimes they tell the truth

Sometimes they tell lies

They always want to lead you astray

They want to control you

They want you to work for them

They’ll lead you and others away from God

Bewary of angels telling you what to do

Seek God

Angel Abusers

They abuse you

And then they bring you some joy

You take them back

You show them love

With the same hand that they abuse you

They comfort you

An emotional abuser should be treated

Like a physical abuser

Find the strength to leave

Beware of Satan’s angels